I... haven't posted for a while again. -- Just a rant.
I was just talking to a friend about being fake.
Most people would act happy-go-lucky in person, but once behind the protection of their computer screen, they start to speak more honestly. They could be cynical, perverted, angry, depressed, and so forth.
And then, I got to thinking that I'm not the most honest person in the world either. People tell me I'm blunt and honest and that's what they like about me. I don't even know why I am like that.
Maybe in the beginning, I did tell the truth to people no matter how hurtful because I was just so sick of all the people that lied to me straight to my face with one hell of a smile on their face. But now? Do I still feel being honest all the time is who I am or even who I want to be? Or, maybe I do it because that's what people say they like about me. Or maybe I felt like I could protect myself by doing so.
Bottom line: Am I true to others and myself about who I am? And, do I even know what being true to myself even means anymore?
